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October 13th 2009 & 8:55pm] |
One day I will find someone who values you me, loves me, respects me, and simply adores me.
I know I am worthy.
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I have a big fear of CATS! ):
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I am legend was a good movie. :)
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October 12th 2006 & 11:09pm] |
TOMMOROW IS ERIKA'S LAST DAY AT CROOMS! =(
Holy effing crap. I am so shocked, it's actually happening. Shes leaving!! SHES LEAVING!!! ($#&^*&(*&#($*&*^%$^&^*& I love that girl to death. I'm going to miss her so much at school! :(
Who am I gonna talk to about stuff and feeling like.. REALLY comfortable with when I have problems. It just wont be the same. IT WONT.
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June 1st 2006 & 2:44pm] |
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This summer has been great. Working with Erika is so much fun. I actually still have paint on my fingers. Today was a busy day at Plasterrific but I enjoyed it so much. I didn't get to see Erika today because her shift was after mine, but it's ok. I'll see her tommorow or something. Besides working, I've been going to alot of grad parties. I've still got a few to go to this coming weekend. A friend is having her pool party, I cannot WAIT! Hanging out with Deaven has been superb as always. Between him and his sister, I'm laughing all the time. I'm waking up average 11:30. I am not going to summer school. :) Not this summer. I'm not even concerned about being super busy, as long as I'm happy. I do feel bad at the fact I haven't talked to someone in a very long time, which is not cool at all. But you know what, I'm trying to remain positive and enjoy this second week of summer.
I hope everyone is having a great time. I'm wearing blue jeans looking out at these blue skies. LOL
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April 17th 2006 & 8:29pm] |
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Alright, I'm ok now. Maybe I overreacted on my last entry. Yeah I did. lol so what? i'm a teenager, I can do that! haha
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April 16th 2006 & 7:09pm] |
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I guess when you have something special.. you try and hold on to it..."
This break was good. I did some of the things I wanted to accomplish this weekend.I got good amounts of sleep each night (8hrs). I went to the gym. I watched some old disney shows. Besides that, Thursday was field & hang out day which both went well. I was dissapointed Cynthia couldn't come. I'm sure she felt bad about not being able to come. :/ Friday I went on my audition in St.Petersburg for Rhapsody! It seemed like such a long ride there though! My Mom drove me, and my little brother came along for the ride. (not really, my dad made him go with us. lol) It was so professional! The auditions were in this executive office building. Inside was so nicely designed.. it was very modern looking. It wasn't like a cattle call or anything. There were maybe a handful of people auditioning when I got there. So they gave me a script with maybe 5 lines. I said "I'm Joel Webb, and I'm with the Diamond Agency", and I read the lines infront of a video camera that was recording me. We would go over each line a couple of times and then go to the next. I guess that was just to give me another try if I messed up or had potential to do the line better. Anyway, the ride home was great. We listened to music.. made fun of those pathetic retarted rap songs, and stuffed our faces.
Saturday=boring
Today has been a nice Sunday.. it started off roughly, but things are ok now.
This school year is almost done.. :( It may be a difficult one... I wonder how things will work out over the summer.. Oh well, we'll see.
oh you know i'd walk one thousands miles.. hahaha. that song is great, but everytime i hear it I crack up! (because of the White Chicks movie)
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April 8th 2006 & 3:02pm] |
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not too happy today.
& i'm tired.
i need to get some sleep
and then i'll call some people to hang out.
i'm not ready to hang out with any one just yet
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April 5th 2006 & 6:43pm] |
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So there are some great things that have happened this past week. I booked the job I auditioned for! The job is on Friday! The ups are I'll be getting paid while doing something fun. The downs are I wont qualitfy for exam exemptions anymore. Oh well! :] My parents got me the iPod. I gave it to Johnny to put some music on it for me, because I'm a lazy bum who doesn't like to read manuals. haha. Johnny, thanks alot for putting songs on it for me! I appreciate it. I can't wait to see my baby in the morning. So I got an A on the geometry test today. And Tuesday was great too. :) . haha, yeah. So those are the four great things that have happened this week. The weekend was great. I saw the reunion special for Flavor of Love. That was just.. crazy... it was great! I still go and watch it on you tube from time to time. Besides all that, life is okay. I feel like I'm falling behind in a few of my classes. I mean, I've got a B in english, but thats definitely not good enough ya know? I just haven't been applying myself enough. I need to work harder. Grrr i'm hungry. Well i'm finished.
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March 31st 2006 & 6:19pm] |
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This week was pretty great. I got a 93% on Mrs.Paladino's test! I was so proud of myself! I worked hard for it... got tutored and stuff. I was generally in a happy mood this school week. Today I was so shocked I got Student of the Month, again. LOL. I felt kinda bad, because well... I kinda got caught skipping lol. Kinda left campus... kinda got caught by Mr.H and Ms.Wood because they walked in to order. I was just so surprised. So Mr.H ratted us out to Mr.Hargus and Ms.Reynolds. We'll see what happens Monday. Mr.Hargus said it'll just be a 1-2 hour detention. Hey, thats better then getting suspended! I'm glad Erika didn't succumb to peer pressure, because she was so nervous she would get caught. lol finally she decided not to go. This weekend should go well.
ATTENTION, WE'VE GOT A VERY IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE: FLAVOR OF LOVE REUNION SPECIAL COMES ON SUNDAY @ 8 P.M.
Thats my idol right there! jkjk.
So thats like the main thing i'm looking forward to this weekend. Otherwise, I don't have much plans yet. So someone make plans with me please. I need some type of social life people! I'm sick of hanging out with my dog! She smells and she PMS wayy too much.
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March 27th 2006 & 11:31am] |
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The Weekend
So the weekend went pretty well. I'll try my best to remember what I did, but I think I pretty much remember most of it. Friday night, I didn't do much. Did my usual.. browsed the net, watched some shows, eat. Saturday went well. Well my Dad woke me up at like 10:30! Hes like, "Your sleeping in late! It's time to do some weeding." lol. It was 10:30! NOT LATE. So I went out there and helped him. We then went to home depot to get some plants and lawn stuff. I planted them and put some mulch down. It looks great. Oh, and I did it all by myself! So I was feeling really proud of myself. Anyway, I was feeling nice Saturday, so I also washed my Mom's car for her. She didn't even ask! I'm so nice :] We then went to Sams and spent like 2 hours in there. I was like "Mom, lets get the food and get out here..." Some pushy spanish lady was trying to talk my Mom into buying some facial crap. I swear, I wouldn't have been surprised if she pulled a shotgun out and was like "BUY IT, OR DIE WOMAN!" LOL. So Saturday night I went ice skating. I got there pretty late, so I had like 40 minutes to skate. Not too bad... At first I sucked alot, but after a few minutes I just sucked. So I made some improvments. Ever see someone in public, and feel like you guys are meant to be friends? Its a wonderful/horrible feeling. That happened to me at the ice skating rink. Sunday, I went to the meeting at like 9. The talk was nice... well what i heard of it (zzzz) After, I went to an audition. I doubt i'll get it though. There were alot of people who went to that casting. Some of the people my Dad and I would look at eachother like... "wow...they are..interesting looking." Man, my Dad got an attitude with one of the casting directors and caused a small scene. I was so embarrased, but I got over it. Went to the Millenia mall. kinda, boring. All that stuff in there is like.. gucci, prada, and fendi and crap. lol Out of my price range and interest. They do have a cool apple store though. Sunday night the family went to dinner at some friend's of the families house. It was great.. there were alot of jokes and laughter. I felt good this weekend. Today has been pretty good too. 1st period was great. lol We were in Ms.Harris' room to do a lab. She is so funny! I can't wait to have her next year... Its so much more fun then Mr.Yin's. When your in her class, you realize how boring Mr.Yin's is. chows
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March 21st 2006 & 3:38pm] |
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Man, this week has been ruff...and to think, its only Tuesday. I wish my entries could be more posititve, but this is reality. Or maybe I only post when I'm having a bad moment. I should post about the good things when they happen. I'm so tired. I think I'll take a nap. ha-who am I kidding? I don't have time. Whatever, I'm putting things aside for a little and going to nap. It just started raining... wonderful. It hasn't rained in a while. I'll sleep more easily now. I hope I dream of something good. Good day
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March 19th 2006 & 9:57pm] |
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So this Spring Break was pretty ok. It had its boring moments, but everything turned out ok. I did get to go to the beach which was something I definitely wanted to do this break. I went to Wet n Wild with friends which was also great. I got a pass there, so everyone else should get one too, and we can all meet up during the summer or something. It'll be great. Now that Cynthea is getting her license and shes got a pass, I'm sure we'll be out there alot during the summer. Anyway, I dont really remember much from the break. I know I saw 16 blocks or something? I didn't like it much, alot of people disagree but whatever. I was sleeping, lol. School will be back in session in about 9 hours. It'll be back to the book work and all that other crap. :]
Ok, so right about now, I'm pretty tired of people's bad attitudes. I mean, I may sound like a hypocrite (look at my previous post) but it sucks to have people you care about give you an attitude. And it sucks even more when they wont explain why their acting like that. But I'm not gonna talk about that anymore.
Tonight was fun, we went to the house warming party. It was cool... I saw some old friends I haven't seen a while that I miss dearly. I can't wait to start hanging out with them again. Its great to see old friends. Especially when you have that connection and you still have loads of fun with them even after you haven't hung out in a while. I think thats a wonderful thing don't you? Wow, so atleast like 4 or 5 of my friends got their permits over break. I feel like a lazy bum because I could have got mine in August which means I could be driving in August next school year. HOPEFULLY, i'll get my permit in March, which means I'll be driving (alone) at the end of next school year. I'm in a lovy dovy mood. I love alot of people. I'm in love with people. I'm in love with a stripper. I'm in love with my dog. I'm in love with live journal. I'm in love with going to sleep. That was weird. I must have got carried away.. night :)
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March 12th 2006 & 11:38pm] |
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So Hoopz won Flavor of Love! Honestly, I think New York was better. But she was so cocky about her connection with Flav, and she seriously thought Hoopz had no chance. Although I knew New York was the better woman for Flav, it was awesome to see her get the boot! LOL. I can't wait to see the reunion. It should be interesting. Does anybody else watch Flavor of Love on VH1, or am I all alone? YEAHHHH! HOOPZ WON! WOOHOO! ok, I'm going to bed now, later. Sorry I just had to let everybody know.
p.s by the way, i made dinner tonight and it turned out great chicken & cheese lasagna...good stuff
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March 12th 2006 & 1:23pm] |
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So I'll call this entry "The Day After the Storm." Last night, well yesterday period was a pretty bad day. I woke up around 12, and talked online for a while to April. That itself was crappy. The entire family (besdies me) went out so I had the house to myself for a little. My Grandma popped by out of no where so I had to put clothes on (i normally walk around naked when my family isnt home LOL) But it turned out ok because she came with my cousin Tarell who is 24 and is visiting from Jamaica. I've never met him before. He kinda resembles my brothers and I. Hes tall, but not as tall as us and hes thin. Hes my uncle's son. It was cool meeting him. He has a good sense of humor but hes kinda quiet at the same time. That isn't really a bad thing, because there are enough talkers in my family so i'd prefer if hes the silent type. Anyway, the day was crappy because after my Grandmother and cousin left, my Dad starts complaining to my Mom about me, but doesnt say a thing to me. So I tell my Mom, " I really don't like when he talks about me behind my back like that." He went off of course. blah blah blah blah blah. And so I told him I can't wait to get out of this freaking house and leave for college. Which is so true. I can't stand living here anymore. My parents are way too over protective. Yeah, they love me, but they smother me and I just can't deal with that crap. So after my Dad, my brother and little brother started ganging up on me saying stupid stuff. And I basically told my brother that I dont need him for anything but his car to drive me places. Which in a way is true, but maybe I was just too harsh. Of course mini-me also known as my little brother, started taking his side. So I told my Mom, I can tell that this family is all into the family bonding thing. But I'm not, and they should just deal with it. I called April at like 11 because I needed someone to vent to, she helped me out. My Mom was being nosy and told me to get off the phone. I got off, and then she knocks again saying "give me the phone." So I give it to her and tell her I don't feel like talking and I go to bed. And she keeps bothering me... Finally I drifted off to sleep, dreaming about something I can't talk about because you guys will probably label me as shallow. So, this entry is getting sorta long. hope everyone had a great weekend, I sure as hell didn't. :]
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March 6th 2006 & 10:30pm] |
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I can't believe someone I was friends with for a year, would take sides with someone on myspace. lmao people are crazy.
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Ok, So I just gto home from the fair, which was cool. April, Dev, Chris L&H, Dev's older bro and girlfriend were there also. It was all good and gravy. But I've just gotta post. Guess who I saw at the fair?! Dr.Gentry! Friday a friend told me a rumor he heard that Dr.Gentry got fired because he was in a relationship with a student. Well guess who I saw him at the fair with? One of our former student, who I think was a junior this year! lmao and they were holding hands....
I couldn't stop laughing. April freaked out! haha
Besides that, I had alot of fun tonight! I bumped into alot of Croomians. I was suprised! I didn't know Crooms people went out in public?-lol playing. But Kat, I saw you and I must say you looked mighty hot...seriously..you should do that at school. Then again, I guess there is no reason to look that hott at school. I feel so sick right now, like I'm gonna puke. I think all those rides got to me. I eat alot of different things today...maybe thats another reason. Anyway, tonight was super fun! I saw alot of people, and I must say ghetto black girls annoy the crap out of me. Well i'm going to sleep. Night people. I hope everyone is enjoying there weekend!
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March 3rd 2006 & 12:51pm] |
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Right now I'm in spanish class. We're watching some musical, and I thought I'd post an update. Sadly to say, there isn't much to update about. Life has had its "interesting" moments lately. I've grown alot closer to different people, drifted away from others, and some friendships are just the same. I guess right now, I'm cutting out some of the people in my life that shouldn't be there, and in the end, it'll turn out into one beautiful picture. I've gained respect for some, and lost respect for others. Usually, this whole thing would be a big deal, but surprisingly I don't care much. I took Ms.Williams' test today and I think I got an A, which is realyl good.Spring Break is coming up, but I'm concerned about the amount of time I've got left to bring up the grades. I think when I get my report card, I'll blame it all on Alex. LOL playing. No, I'll blame it all on Cynthea, because I can't get my homework done because shes got me hoeing all hours of the night, I think I need to find a balance- school 8 hrs. a day, food 3 hrs. a day, hoe 13 hrs a day. jkjk Welp folks' looks like Joel is going to the fair tommorow night and I can't wait! Everyone should show up and we'll squeeze like 25 people into little bucket seat thing on the ferris wheel. Besides the fair, I'll get to spend time with the love of my life this weekend, my dog that is. jkjk
hmmmm what else? I don't know? Bottom line- this weekend better be magical or else. Ya know, sometimes I wish I could just drive off to another state or fly off to another country, and establish a new life for myself...start all over. The only problem with that is, I don't have a license, I'm broke, and there a few things I could never leave behind.
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February 28th 2006 & 12:51pm] |
So lately i've been pretty obsessed with the Flavor of Love show on Vh1. I'm trying to get all my friends addicted. lol, it's hilarious. but besides that life is good and bad. bad in the sense that i have an annoy maggot for a cousin who lives in my house but i've gotta deal with it. ouch, that was mean. i love her, but i don't like her.
this weekend will be great! I can't wait to go to the fair on Sunday with everybody. And for all you people out there, go Sunday and I might see you there! I remember we went last year too. It was great. Alot has changed since then, but i'm going to try my best to make it just as fun as last year. I'm so glad I didn't ride the zipper. These last two days have been FCAT. Reading was easy, math...well not so easy. I'll see you guys in remedial math next year! But April and Oscar, next time during FCAT please sit next to eachother because talking back and forth between me, it bugs me. :]
chow..low...sow..brown..cow..mow
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February 24th 2006 & 10:58am] |
I just got through seeing Mrs.Agramonte. It was so nice seeing her. She lost pretty much everything (material wise) I feel so bad for her, but when I saw her, she was being so positive about it. From what I see, she is really taking this as a learning experience and becoming stronger from it. Her attitude was great, she just had so much faith that God would take care of her. Seeing something like that happen, it makes me think about so many things. Although she is not a teacher here at Crooms anymore, she still crosses my mind on occasion because of the great person she is. Ahh, seeing her made my day. I hope everything works out for her and she gets that assistant principal job shes working towards. When I was talking with her, she even said, "I'm just greatful, it could have been alot worse." I would have never thought about that, but it's true. She is so positive, and I wish there were more people like her. She made my day :]
For all you who don't know, her house burnt down. Today is the last day you can donate money to help her out.
i'll update more later
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